Betrayed??

Somehow cant escape the feeling of being betrayed!!! Did someone actually betray me?? NO!! But i guess, somehow, subconsciously, i always felt that even when people moved on against me, that she'd keep me company on the same road in the same direction.. Hmmmm.... Sigh!!! I try to just move past it, coz it shudnt affect me dat much.. Somebody else's life, their future, we're not even dat good friends... Or are we?? Well, i guess it doesnt matter either way now.. Since when did i start caring about what career my friends' chose??? Im sure that definitely isnt it, either..

Was it the presence of my past foe on my unchosen path?? Could have been upto some extent... Was it the presence of most of my older friends over there on my unchosen path and the fact that i would miss it altogether?? Isnt that a Jealous thought??( it most probably isnt it, then!!) i guess its the Deja Vu feeling associated with it, i have been there at this kinda point of life, once before, 4 years agoooo...

My decision to chose the less ridden road, changed my Life forever.. and it was the better part of Life that i Lost... Is history repeating itself??? This is indeed a life changing decision and again i find Myself on the less chosen path...... Why does this happen this often?? Am i genetically wired to always go for the less taken path??? May be... But it hurts me , when sb i care about leaves me alone on that path, to wander off in the opposite direction.. Theres much more im feeling right noww.. somehow cant pen it down!!!!